There is something coming from within and working it’s way up. Slowly but surely. It’s calm, safe, and reassuring..like this is all good and you are on your way. For me this a new feeling. I guess I shouldn’t say new. When I was young living in the country everyday was a bubbling up day. Take off early in the day to play in the 100 acre wood seeking adventure and living fun without even knowing it. All natural. Since though life strayed far from that path. Why? Who the hell knows. To help me learn and grow? Sounds like a hard way to learn and grow. Anyway I’m in a new spot that this Soul likes and smiles at. It’s good.
I had searched outward and followed many paths. Some dead ends and some came with guilt or a false disguise that only showed it’s face after I told the ego to fuck off.
Look within. YOU have your our own rhythm. Your own path. Get quiet. Listen. Listen. Start moving toward the sound. Remain calm and know. The 100 acre woods is just ahead. Feel that giggle! Start living again.
The man she came in with didn’t hold the door for her and even came through first. I frowned as I watched. It didn’t seem to phase her. They ordered and sat down. Suddenly a man entered dirty and hair in disarray. The other two men I was with and myself looked the other way as he mumbled will someone help me I’m hungry. We sat there in our clean dockers and golf shirts trying to ignore him as he walk from group to group. Finally he reached the last table where she sat. He said to her table will you help me I’m hungry. She stood and said I’ll help you what would you like to eat? She brought him to the counter and he ordered and when he was done he said God Bless You. As she left he said God Bless you. As I witnessed this I felt like such a loser for not helping my fellow man. Now as I write this I know she was me guide to show me the way and challenge me to DO instead of judge. I learned a lot from this Angel – God Bless her!
Came across this picture tonight of my dad and the tears started rolling down my face. Feeling Sad and so much Love…
1:50 AM and just finished meditating with the strawberry moon shining on my face. I couldn’t resist. Such an amazing universe we live in. I couldn’t help thinking how it must feel to be on the moon and looking out and seeing earth. Oh how I wish to have been one of those astronauts. We are quite a foolish lot down here on Mother Earth and it saddens me. We think we are so smart with our great technology of growth, but in our whole existence the growth and advancement of loving our fellow man and protecting our environment SUCKS. Why are we still having wars and destroying the planet?
I saw this the other day on a t-shirt:
- Birthplace: Earth
- Race: Human
- Politics: Freedom
- Religion: Love
I could relate to this. Instead of all those US flags hanging on houses how about more earth or love flags?
We aren’t as advanced as we think we are. Sit with your mother – it’s good for your soul and you might just learn something.
And then out of the corner of my eye I thought I felt hope sneak in. I chose to not look directly in fear of her vanishing in a flash. She’s here and that’s all I care. My body starts to warm, my heart breaks a small smile, and the light from within begins to brighten. Welcome Hope. It’s been awhile.