Faded Jeans Living

* Sometimes our stories are worth reviewing when new discoveries are made.

I’ve realized the path I’m currently on very well may have started here in many ways. At that particular time though, I was just trying to survive.

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Laying next to my soon to be my ex-wife I had the dream. In it I walked in the door and saw her face full of terror. She pointed around the corner. A knowing was present that whatever it was it was beyond the most frightful monster ever seen. I focused on the wall where the corner started and RAN to it, around it, and focussed my eyes right on its dark eyes and SCREAMED the loudest scream of my Life.

It was at that point I finally awoke. Hiding was no longer an option.

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I often think back to that night and that dream. It was the awkward stage where you’re still living together…I knew the life I had been living had ended. It was literally crashing down on me. I was in hell. There is a huge part of me that is so proud I faced the monster back then. In my hero’s story the scream was my soul roaring back to life!

Much love to you who faced your “monster”. Much love to you who are in the process now.

We often can’t see the new light that is coming. All I can say is it is coming my friend. Trust and keep the faith.

Dwight