Sometimes you don’t even realize it. A force out of nowhere says come with me child. Take my hand. As you are led along small tears leak from your aged eyes. What is this? What is this all about? To late they are streaming now. All you can do is follow along and…
GO WITH IT.
After dinner I kicked back in my recliner and started checking out Adele’s new album and came across her song Hold On and it all got teary from there. I connected to it very much and sent a link out to my daughter, Allie, who is now living in North Carolina with her boyfriend. Very very far away from me in Colorado. Sending each other YouTube links stems from when she was younger we’d play YouTube pass around where each person gets to play one of their favorite songs. Allie and I have always connected and bonded over music. She probably knows more classic rock info then most folks. This is another game we’d play. What song is it and what band?
So next I was led to Pachelbel’s Canon after hearing part of it in a van lifers video of all things. I didn’t know the name of it so I just typed in instrumental wedding songs and after a few clicks I found it. It’s definitely a beautiful life song and makes me take a deep breath and sink deep within. As I listened, I played in my mind my movie roll of Allie and I.
This brought me to being led to this Post where I describe going to her choir concerts. At this point I had to put the iOfpad down and say enough for now.
It’s Friday night. I’m sober. I’m cleansed. And I miss my Allie oh so much. Yep one more tear.
It’s beautiful being human. Much love to you all❤️